Saturday, July 30, 2005

My cactuses

I’ve owed this cactus since 2003. When I was working at the super market as a part time worker, I got it. It was discounted cause of they weren’t sold for a while. So I got one. Recently he (I decided just now, but I feel so somehow…) grew up! I’m happy to see that even such a small thing.


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I’ve owed also this cactus since 2003. But she (Somehow I feel so…) came to me as a present by my friend. I haven’t kept in touch with her for a while…I wonder how she is now…


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I’ve named them, Sabo-chan and Ten-chan, before. But these are too easy and boring. I wanna give nice names to them.
Do you have any good names to them?

Furthermore I have one(?) more cactus. It was also present from Masako. They are so cute. I call them family.


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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Finished!

I'm exhausted...

The result will be not good...

I wanna go drinking!! I'll drink tonight!! Although I have a work tomorrow...

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

7/15 Thank you, Maria.

I'm grad to see you. I enjoyed teaching with you and I liked your way of teaching. I'll follow yours. I wanted to talk with you today. But unfortunately we didn't have enough time to do. I'm so sorry. I appreciate your help. Take care. Enjoy your new life in America.

7/3

Today, a competition for brass band was held in Ichinoseki. I remembered that I had been here to participate in 県大会 when I was at junior high school. Yeah, we took a picture in a lobby.
I found one name, which I knew in a program. She was a teacher who coached me at junior high school. I was so surprised. I told that my co-worker. He said to me, “she was there.” I turned and looked for her. I didn’t know who she was soon. But I spoke to her. She was also surprised to see me. She remembered me and where she taught me. And also my brother, too.
I remembered that she forgot her baton in her house that day, and she made a fake one by cutting a white hanger…

All of the students were so nervous. All I can do is just giving them the words, “You can do it.” or “Everything will be good.”
Honestly speaking, their performance was not as well as it’s usual. Their sound didn’t have power or energy. I had expected that they would play as usual and enjoy playing. They should have enjoyed music more. It is the most important thing for the player.
And sadly, the chief of our band mistook. It’s not so important thing, I think. Of course, including me, most audience noticed the noise and I found it was hers easily.
Understandably, after performance, she was crying hysterically. She felt her responsibility for that. She had to go to the back room of stage to attend the awarding ceremony. But she refused that. She denied with a shake of the head. One of her friends and I took her to the back room. I said to her friend who was with me, “You are reliable. You are strong.” She said to me she often was said so by everyone. She was smiling. But after few minutes, she cried suddenly. I was surprised but I realized her feeling in a minute. She controlled her feeling. She stood showing that. I almost cried by seeing her. I had no words to give them to cheer up today.

6/26 1:40a.m.

I’m still staying up. But I won’t go to bed tonight (?). Because this morning (sounds strange…), at 6:00a.m. we’ll have cleaning for our ground. So I have to go to school by 6!!! I’m worried if I can wake up at 5. That’s why I decided not to sleep tonight. It may be stupid idea…but it would be better than I miss getting up. And also I have to study for my exam and make a paper for the students term exam…I haven’t finished making the paper yet…first I have to done that by Monday…because I have a conference on Tuesday so I have no time then…(I’m sure I should study now immediately. But I’m tired of reading the law of education…This is for a change.) Sigh…I don’t like this week…even still Sunday now…on Monday I have a workshop after work, conference on Tuesday (I have to prepare my opinion about the topics…), on Wednesday and Thursday the term exam will be held. On next Sunday, a competition for brass band will be held and we’ll participate in that. I’ll be hectic…